No King Solomon (Part 1)

"The voices on the recording are engaged, the topics lighthearted, small talk. 
To the outside observer it may seem that way at first. Just small talk. 
But in reality it is more than that. It is so much more."          

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The recording was on Nov 15, 2012. Two weeks later, on Nov 29, 2012 Commissioner Daniel "temporarily" suspended all my visitation and ordered that I am not to be calling her and bugging her. 

There are two events that I have been having a hard time writing about but I am compelled to share. This is one that I have been putting off, avoiding the writing of it for over a year. 

To say it was bittersweet would be a monumental understatement. I don’t think our language has a word yet that would adequately define the extreme range of emotions that I felt in those two days in November, 2012.  Utter elation to hopelessness, then briefly hope; fear, a deep sense of loss, euphoria, then disappointment, anguish, heartbreak—but I don’t know if these words come close either. 

Still, I would re-live those two days again in a heartbeat. 

But I am getting way ahead of myself.

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